Nothing to do Nothing to try

haha if u think u ever heard this title before then u're probably right.. it's not exactly the same though.. the real title is nothing to sell nothing to buy.. or something like that.. My friends from CC should all know about this..

Actually the title really dercribe my condition right now.. I'm tired playing dota and even more exhausted playing RIDDLES... damn it.. I'm not in the mood of studying either... and there's no new games nor new comics here... so I'll just chat with my friends on MSN, but currently everyone I want to talk is curently off... and then I'm thinking... TV..

ok so I went straight to my couch, and turned my tv on... and after a short 5 minutes of channel surfing... I found out that none of the show attracted my interest... and then I just sat on my couch for another 5 minutes.. thinking what I can do... then this thing popped in my head... "blogging"...

ok so I went blogging.. but then I figure that there's nothing to post.... so I checked with rene's blog... and he went talking ablout the SJI scholarship result... so i guess, copying someone else's idea when u didint have any idea isnt a bad thing right?

Now about the SJi scholar.. I want to tell everyone about why I didnt take it.. I'm sure that I'm able to get through the academic test and the interview with my current ability.. but after learning some positive and negatives side about it... I decided that I won't take it.. 1 of my main reason is the 2 years prolonged studies there... I think that's absurd... irrational.. as from my point of view, if u'r better than most of ur friends, then you shouldn't be slowed... instead u should be accelerated.. that's a weird thing... I know in 2 years u could get something better... well I would say that all of these were just my opinion.. so if u think I'm wrong, maybe u're right... just consider my thoughts ok?

some of my best friends are on the list, and probably right about now they're being interviewed... I would like them to stay with me in CC, but if they think that going there is the right path then I would support them as well... It's just that.. you know... uurrghh.. so hard to find the right word.. okay whatever u do, don't forget your own conscience okay?

I can only say best wishes to all of you...

oh and btw 2 of my best friend from OSN.. were both through as well..

okay that's all I want to tel u for now...

Sunderland news:
once again no new news..