let's go!

so my gf decided to break up with me temporarily, sort of, for reasons im not gonna disclose here.. and so I'm single for the time being guys, so if any girl (or guys, doesnt matter :p) want to take their chance with me, now is the time!.... NOT..

haha so it's really harsh for me, but I think this is a humbling and eye-opening experience for me.. I learned to do stuff i never did, I became a stronger and better person (or so i think). So please don't go hatin on my ex :)... She is a great person, and probably this decision is for the best anyway.


in any case Taylor Swift might sing "we are never ever getting back together", but I'm not buying  (oh the puns!) that.

Now you people might say i should just move on and forget about her etc, well I don't think I will ever be able to love someone the way i did again haha.. but then again, I couldve never seen this whole thing happening either, so Life, please continue surprising me with your unpredictability :)..

Am I not being too happy/positive you ask? well believe me I'm in my worst state of my life, not even seeing my family fight,etc, made me this devastated. I cried like a kid during my denial, because a  lot of these are a huge slap in my face.. She has changed so much that I could see a lot of me in her.. and her decisions sounded just like a decision i wouldve made, several months ago.. I don't know where I am right now, because I don't rationalize things as much before, and yes, by that I mean i let my emotions take more control lately.. It might be a good thing it might be a bad thing, we'll see.. So she becomes what I wanted her to be before, I should be happy about that, and if I really do care about her, I should be happy that she's being decisive and handling things maturely.. It's like going through a road trip to see someone and then they suddenly were at your hometown, and you've already found another town in the middle of the road that's "perfect".. well, isnt it a hard decision if the trip back home would mean all your time spend on the road is sort of "wasted" if you were to go back?.. It's just my opinion anyway, sometimes it might be better to go home, sometimes it might be better to stay.. who knows what might happen haha... in any case, I would just go along, get going with my life, and see where all this leads me.. I'm afraid she would get dragged down too if I were to be too sad..

So I decided to (try to) be mature too and take it as a man... if destiny believe that we should meet, then meet again we shall... (if not, then that sucks........ just kidding haha)

I will take it on myself so that I could learn from all this experience and become a much better person now...
I've never Meet The Robinson, but I'll keep moving forward nonetheless (OHHH THE PUNSSSS!!!)

so adios Anabel, it was a great experience and hopefully we will be able to meet again in a better condition..
I think you're gonna find a better person out there than me, and I sincerely hope if you do find someone else, he better be better than me! (OHHAHDAHDSHDA PUNSSS PUNSSS EVERYWHERE)...

I'm sorry for all my mistakes and I hope you will be okay.. nevermind, Im sure you will be okay :)....
Dont take it too hard on you, this might be the best for us/

so folks, lesson learned? always stay on your toes, Life has a lot of things in his store to surprise us when we least expected it.. stay positive, and have a great easter weekeend guys!