Why... why...

So, I was talking to my lovely girlfriend about the past.. and also about this blog..

Then I realized how bad my english writing skill is right now..

Back when I started writing this blog, yeah i can say that I'm better no than then, but compared to some of the blog post I made, my writings right now is kinda... i have to say mediocre :/..

so, like i said, I want to start writing again in this blog.... yea i know i already said that like several times before but never did.. well this time... this time... Im not really sure too haha...

anywaaay... ima start writing again in order to at least get my english writing skill in the same level as my listening and/or speaking skill... something i think im pretty good at.. well not that good but is at least on a satisfying level..

Back then I had so many ideas and cool stuff to write about... write now I also have a lot of materials, but I already have someone special to tell that about... yes, my mom..

im just kidding..

It's my girlfriend.. :) i love u anabel (;

(I still talk to my mom sometimes tho :P)

she has been reading my blog since its birth and even remembered some of the posts that even I forget...

im not saying its a bad thing, its actually a good thing.. no.. a great thing..

having someone to talk about ur stuff and problem is a blessing..

not everyone has that kind of luck..

anywaaay.. my point was back then i had no one to tell my life to (yes it was sad...) , so my blog was there to me..

I wrote long posts here and there to talk about silly things, simple things, random things.. stuff like that...

That really.. really improved my writing skill.. cause back then i wrote at least once a week.. usually more..

Right now I feel like I need to step up the game for my writing skill...

but then theres UAS, UP, UAN....

oh well.. yes the national's exam , schools exam, and practical exam are all coming up soon but thats not my main concern..

Im more concerned about my admission to Brown U.. I want it so badly.. X(...

anywaaay Im supposed to be studying for tomorrow's history tryout but I haven't studied much :/.. i guess i can finish it at school... oh well..

For future notes, (I know no one except u are reading it but haha :p ) I'm gonna try to write about interesting things i experience just like the old days :).. I'm not sure if its gonna work but I'm gonna try anyway..

welll i guess i need to sleep (or study) now...

so..

haha..

ill end this post here..

(still looking for black Lay's...)